Wishing

I still miss you.  But today I am sad because I thought I was done with the dating game.  I thought I was done getting passed all the superficiality and sifting through people trying to find someone that you can understand and love.  I thought I had found that in you.  Just thinking of having to do it again makes me tired.  I am too emotionally spent right now to start over.  I wish you had given us more of a chance and wish you will give me another.  I refuse to believe that someone can go from loving someone deeply and knowing they wanted to be with them to the complete opposite only 24 hours later.  I don't know why you won't call, or write, or anything except keep silent toward me.  This is crazy!  I miss you today.  I miss dancing with you especially.  That was one of my favorites parts about us.  That we loved to dance with each other.